You guys might not know this about me because I'm not that vocal about it but I am prone to rage in this game pretty damn hard. If you see me log off suddenly from time to time that may be why. I can think pretty damn negatively and sometimes I get really emotionally caught up in this game. Yesterday was one of those times. I admit after our loss I was so salty I almost logged out of teamspeak after the match but I restrained myself. I can be a really sore loser, even though I saw our loss as likely. But damn, I did a complete 180 after that. I wanted to stay mad but then Kuat started giving his speech and it not only cheered me up, but made me damn proud within a matter of minutes. Honestly Kuat, I don't know how you do that. Then after Ender came in and talked to us for a really long time I was feeling elated. The reality of how far we had come really sank in and I have never felt so proud of NNG. I would go as far as saying losing this felt better than winning against SG because this match meant so much more. We put up a damn good fight, and we had never been tested like that before. We had our backs against the walls the whole time but we pulled through. Yes we lost but we made them work for it. You have to lose once in a while to feel like what you're fighting for really matters. If we can fight DA and walk away with our egos intact (unlike a certain outfit...) then nothing can stop us. I'm ready to put on the warpaint and get back into the battle. The fact that a video game makes me feel this way is amazing. Let's crush everyone in season 2!